valar morghulis
index instagram twitter
Gabrielle. Twenty-one. Occasional sad-girl and infinite observer. I like films and music and I love dogs.

"The man who fears losing has already lost."

- George R.R. Martin
fucking done
ok like i don't want 2 do this but im so fucking done righ tnow tbh this rant applies to an asshole i know because ican take it anmore and im just fucking done


im actually starting hate you so much it's not even funny my tolerance for you is running so fucking low
all the people that i had chosen to be extremely important to me, you ended up winning over their hearts and it sucks because it had been that easy for you to just come right up and grab them out of my hand and just claim them and lay one of your titles on them 

yet they don't/never realize how much i supported them and tried so hard to be there for them
for example, today. i was there the whole time. i supported my friend the whole way. i supported him and i was there for him and i didn't forget about what i had promised him for a second.
it pisses me off so fucking much how you can just get everything and do everything you want without even trying

i'm not jealous, trust me, why would i be jealous of a liar and a cheater? why would i want to lie and cheat my way through half my school work and claim that i'm "book smart"
yet you tell me i'm stupid basically and not book smart just the other kind of smart. you're kidding right? i'm just lazy and i know it. if i actually did my work and paid attention i could be getting straight a's. unlike you who is getting straight a's by cheating. 

don't fucking tell me that i'm not book smart when you're dumb as fuck and can't even do your own damn work, at least i can.

and you had broken a lot of promises with me and i'm sick of trying to be your friend. when you make no fucking effort at all. i'm so fucking sick and tired of being the nice guy and the good friend. 

all those promises you broke to me those times you lied to me because you just had to ditch me right because your precious little faggot of a boyfriend was too important to not see for 1 day less. 
yet i stuck by you after you backstabbed me and caused me so much fucking pain? 

i am honestly wondering why the hell i am even still friends with you. i know i've done some bad stuff to you in the past, but i've changed and i'm not that person and i sure as hell never stole a boy you really liked, never ever ever had done what you did to me. if i did that you'd hate me, yet i still have some degree of tolerance for your sorry ass, but it's actually starting to run out.

i fucking hope you're happy and i actually just don't really give a fuckign shit about you anymore becuase you're a fucking asshole and i bet you don't even feel bad about what you did to me
i may have said it was okay but fuckign think what if i did that to you how hurt would you be if your "best friend" stabbed you in the back and started dating the boy you've liked for a long time HOW FUCKING GREAT IS THAT YOU'RE A FUCKING ASSHOLE AND I FUCKING HATE YOU.