I have bug bites and hives. Not so fun.

I was also lied to and mislead by somebody, and I officially hate that person more than I did before. I knew why you said for me to just give up. But I realized something.

I need more chick friends and dude friends. I need a guy friend that will say mean things to me, and when I say one back, he won't care and we'll just laugh it off. I need a chick friend that will just laugh with me at everything and be dorky with me. I need friends that will make me laugh no matter what and that will do anything with me no matter how embarrassing because we are all going to expose ourselves as dorks together.

And I'm really glad I have friends like that now. Before I didn't, but now I do. I realized my friends were all of that I just didn't see it. I was being too much of a hypocrite and I judged them too much, I'm glad they actually still consider me a friend.