People I know have created this endless hole of embarrassment that I can't bear to live through, but I'm forced to. Every single comment relates to that one problem that all started out two days ago and spread like wildfire over night. Well I wouldn't call it a problem, but it's just embarrassing. Even the person himself might have even dropped me a hint today. Who wouldn't get the hint? Pretty sure Andrew got it, and pretty much everybody else. Even me saying I wanted to tumble down a flight of stairs and die even made Jessica say "Don't do that! He will be sad!!!11" That feeling hit me. Again.

But I guess it's not so bad as I thought. Turns out, the best friend said himself, he likes me. Nothing's gonna happen though. I'm 14, and it's just weird. Hopefully he'll like me in the future. When we're older. He gave me his number. I feel really amazingly happy and my heart is fluttering like crazy.

What has my life become? I blame hormones and horoscopes. I guess I'm happy after all, and in conclusion, I don't have that bad feeling I did a couple days ago. I'm glad to know that Jennifer and I are experiencing the same feelings. Blatantly, I feel amazing.